An Introverted Reader's Journey

Reflections on Language, Communication, and Connection

Growing up as an introverted child in the little known island of Mauritius, books were my constant companions. They offered solace, adventure, and a much needed escape from my parents turbulent marriage.

My early literary adventures consisted primarily of French mystery novels. At the age of 12, I would walk to the library on my own and come back with a stack of 12-14 books that I would devour within a week. 

After a chaotic dinner with my family, I would lose myself in the twists and turns of stories of child detectives, teenage crime fighters and secret agents saving the world from crime and injustice.

         

It wasn’t until my mid-30s that I began to explore English literature with the same fervor. This transition felt like opening a door to a new dimension of language and expression. Suddenly, I had access to a vast reservoir of books, ideas, and voices.  I felt like I had discovered a whole new world.  Or rather, I had discovered many many worlds, one that would expand with each new book I read.  

            

However, this newfound enthusiasm also brought with it a sense of regret. Now living in an English-speaking country (Canada), I often wonder how different my life might have been if I had started reading in English earlier.

How much richer would my vocabulary be?

How much more confident would I feel in my verbal fluency?

These questions linger in the back of my mind when I feel unable to communicate with precision and clarity.  This is even more daunting now that I am starting to create video content on social media.  

Yet, alongside this regret, I feel a deep sense of gratitude. The ability to read and think in two languages is a gift that not everyone possesses. My French literary upbringing has shaped my identity, influenced my thinking, and provided me with a unique perspective that I cherish.

It’s a reminder that language is more than just a tool for communication; it’s a lens through which we experience the world.

The Role of Emojis in Modern Communication

As my fascination with language has grown, so too has my interest in the ways we communicate in the digital age. One aspect of this that I find particularly intriguing is the role of emojis. These small, colorful symbols have become a staple of modern communication, allowing us to express emotions, ideas, and nuances with just a tap of a finger.

Lately though, I’ve noticed that I’ve started to rely on emojis more than I’d like. Platforms like Signal and WhatsApp have made it so easy to respond to messages with a single emoji that I sometimes find myself opting for this shortcut instead of crafting a thoughtful, worded response.

This realization hit home recently when my husband sent me a long, heartfelt text. Instead of responding with words that matched the depth of his message, I simply replied with a heart emoji. His reply—ironically a 😟—made it clear that he had been expecting more.

In that moment, I understood that emojis had become a crutch, a way to avoid the effort of articulating my thoughts and feelings.

But emojis aren’t inherently negative. In fact, they’ve added a new dimension to our communication. In a world where much of our interaction happens through screens, conveying emotions can be challenging. Emojis help fill that gap.

A laughing emoji 😆 can indicate that a comment was meant in jest, a wink 😉 can suggest playful teasing, and a smile 😃 can signal warmth and positivity. These symbols add context and tone to our messages, helping to ensure that our intentions are understood.

This duality leaves me divided. On one hand, I appreciate the convenience and emotional clarity that emojis provide. On the other, I worry that they might be diminishing my ability to express myself fully through words.

Is this shift toward emoji-driven communication a step forward or a step back?

I’m not entirely sure.

From Virtual Symbols to Physical Gestures

What I find particularly interesting is how some emojis have transcended their digital origins and made their way into our physical interactions.

Take the heart emoji, for example. My daughter and I have developed a habit of giving each other heart emojis with our hands when we’re at a distance from one another.

It’s a small, simple gesture, but it feels just as meaningful—if not more so—than sending a heart through a screen. It’s a way of saying, “I see you, and I love you,” even when words aren’t spoken.

This blending of the virtual and the physical highlights the evolving nature of communication. It’s a reminder that while our methods of connecting may change, the underlying need for connection remains the same. Whether through words, symbols, or gestures, we’re all seeking to express our emotions, share our experiences, and build relationships with those around us.

As I continue to navigate this ever-changing landscape of communication, I find myself reflecting on the balance between the simplicity of emojis and the richness of language.

Both have their place, but I’m learning that neither should overshadow the other. By embracing both, I hope to communicate in a way that feels authentic, thoughtful, and true to who I am.

Question to the Reader

How do you feel about the role of emojis in your communication?

Do you find that they enhance your ability to express yourself, or do they sometimes feel like a shortcut that replaces meaningful words?